Well, needless to say, today was awesome. Baby Pancake had an NST and she slept through the whole thing but she did fine just the same. We joined some friends for dinner and had some pretty amazing laughs. As I laid in bed I thought back to all of the years that I had dreamt we would have a baby and what it would feel like to have her in my tummy. As much as I want my body back I will miss getting to keep her for myself. I will miss walking around Hobby Lobby aimlessly talking to her and looking like I am talking to myself. I will miss pushing her baby butt cheeks out of my ribs so I can sit through class and breathe at the same time. I will also miss having an excuse to eat weird things and not get any gruff about it.
Pancake slept most of today away. She did, however, wake up to let us know that even though she was busy growing, THIS day was still hers.
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