Just Making Pancakes

Just Making Pancakes

Saturday, May 8, 2010

4 years old, 2 years old, or 4 months in utero.....

Those are my children. All have gone to be in a better place. And yet I will sit here on mother's day and be empty handed. A black hole in my heart, where my children once remained, empty. I am not going to church. I do not need it rubbed in.
*sigh*

When is it going to be MY turn?

Just one and I will give it up. I would even settle to have back the ones I had... just not alone, not forever.

3 comments:

Eileen said...

I am so sorry for your losses. I hope that your prayers will be answered soon and you will never go another mother's day empty handed. *BIG HUGS*

Breteni said...

thanks. tears. thanks.

Mrs.Blissful said...

i love you breteni. so much.